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9 posts
2026

On Being Held

i hope you meet someone who doesn’t ask you to be fine. someone who knows grief doesn’t disappear just because you’ve gotten tired of …
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The Quiet Middle

Content Warning: The following post discusses addiction and substance use. It includes references to mental health struggles and may be …
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A Word on Suicide

Content Warning: The following post discusses suicide and mental health struggles. It may be distressing to some readers. Please take care …
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2025

Growing Out of Survival Mode

There’s a peculiar silence that arrives when chaos ends. Not the peaceful kind, it’s more like standing in a room after the music cuts …
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On Chaos and Quiet

My brain is a mess. I say that like it’s a bad thing, but honestly, it’s my favorite thing about me. Ideas explode, worries …
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Fragments of the Open Web

The internet used to feel like a wide-open field. Messy, unpredictable, alive. It was a place where you could wander endlessly, trip over …
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The Art of Overthinking Everything

I overthink. A lot. It’s practically a hobby at this point. I’ll replay conversations in my head like a director trying to fix a …
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Getting on HRT

This is not a guide. Just my thoughts, my timeline, my luck. I also won’t go into how I figured out I’m trans. …
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2024

The Fear of Being Left Alone

Nietzsche once warned, “Beware that, when fighting monsters, you yourself do not become a monster… for when you gaze long into …
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